Is it normal to cry in the shower?
almost everytime i take a shower i sit there and cry or i take a shower just to cry unless its a really good day. my parents bitch that im wasting water but i dont know how to explain to them that i sit there and cry my eyes out with the music blasting for like an hour. i dont want them to like put me on pills or something and i hate talking about my feelings. it makes me feel uncomfortable and weak which is why i cry in the shower.
i hate crying in front of people so all the little things build and build and build until i just explode. so sometimes i take a shower just to cry in private. other times when i take a shower i force myself to cry to get it out so that i dont cry in front of people from one too many little things.
and another thing is that i blast sad songs by like simple plan and stuff to kinda hint to them that somethings wrong and i dont think they get it. they dont even say anything and i just dont even know what to do with my life anymore. it just doesnt seem to have a point.