Is it normal to cry after smoking some weed?
I have smoked weed recreationaly a handful of times in the past and they have all been fun experiences. When I'm high I get relaxed, sleepy, smile a lot, and can't stop eating. The typical experience from what people tell me.
Last weekend me and my friends decided to get high and play some video games. This is what we always do when we decide to get high. So we started playing video games and I put in some headphones. I like to listen to music when I play fighting games(our games of choice), because it helps me concentrate and perform better.
However as I began to listen to the music I suddenly became overwhelmed with wandering thoughts of loneliness, regret, missed opportunity and wishing I could relive the best days of my life. At this point I wasn't entirely focused on the game and began screwing up. As I drifted farther away from the game, tears began to run down my face. Eventually I dropped the controller and curled up on the couch in the tightest ball that I could and started crying pretty hard while still listening to my headphones. (I was listening to Ellie Goulding). I cried until I fell asleep.
The next morning I felt fine and it turns out that my friends thought I was laughing really hard. They couldn't tell I was crying because my face was stuffed in the couch I guess.
Reflecting back on that night though it seemed pretty depressing. So is this normal? Can this happen sometimes?
Sidenotes:
-I smoked a cigarette while hitting the joint. Not sure if that could effect anything.
-I have smoked my friends same weed several times before with no problems. (it's medical)
-Sorry for the long read guys :(