Is it normal to crave women but also penis?

I am only turned on and attracted to feminine women. I also enjoy when a woman uses a strap on on me more than conventional me entering her. I have had experiences with men, reluctantly, but enjoyed pleasuring a man as much as I enjoy pleasuring a woman. I would love to have a hung TS porn star wife who enjoys her penis and using it. I crave cock, the feeling of being a dirty slut, but i enjoy being a man and my penis. I just love how it feels to be pounded up the keister and as an old roommate used my body for his pleasure nightly said, i orgasm harder being penetrated than ifni penetrate a woman. I also enjoy sucking on penis and love how nasty and humiliating it feels to swallow or get filled in either end. Again not one bit of attraction to men, just women and penis. I seriously wonder if i should go ahead and become a tranny but i am not attracted to men. But I love real penis and while I have had guys who would use me for their pleasure and mine, i always needed either tranny porn or straight porn to be turned on or glory hole so i onlynsaw penis. I love having a large penis inside me and being filled with semen, and wish i had that daily.

So i guess i need a hung shemale/TS wife and have her make me the sissy i guess i crave to be.