Is it normal to crave older men (i'm male)
I have a uncontrollable urge to give older men oral. I have a penis and semen fetish. I don't find older men or men in general attractive at all. I've only been attracted to women. I've only had relationships with women. But can't stop craving giving head to men. I only feel this way when I'm alone and horny. I feel 100% straight emotionally except for the gay urges I have. Oxymoron I know, but why would I want very old and overweight men to give head to. I've given an older overweight guy head a few times and love it, I fantasize about multiple men using me and treating me really bad, it can't be normal but I'm obsessed with penis and cum. Can anyone explain?