Is it normal to crave older men (i'm male)

I have a uncontrollable urge to give older men oral. I have a penis and semen fetish. I don't find older men or men in general attractive at all. I've only been attracted to women. I've only had relationships with women. But can't stop craving giving head to men. I only feel this way when I'm alone and horny. I feel 100% straight emotionally except for the gay urges I have. Oxymoron I know, but why would I want very old and overweight men to give head to. I've given an older overweight guy head a few times and love it, I fantasize about multiple men using me and treating me really bad, it can't be normal but I'm obsessed with penis and cum. Can anyone explain?

Voting Results
53% Normal
Based on 15 votes (8 yes)
Help us keep this site organized and clean. Thanks!
[ Report Post ]
Comments ( 3 )
  • Gelmurag

    Pheromones in semen can cause attraction. The only person who can determine if your gay or not is you, but it sounds like your Bi more than anything. And that is perfectly normal.

    Comment Hidden ( show )
  • petawawacouple69

    @randomjelly that was the least educated statement I've read on this site up to date

    Comment Hidden ( show )
  • randomjelly

    Emotions do not make you gay...sexual attraction does. You're sexual attracted to dong. Definitely not straight.

    Comment Hidden ( show )