Is it normal to control bodily functions while listening to music?
So this is quite weird for me. I just signed up for this site to ask this question so here goes.
I love music, all types of music, alot, but the genre I love and listen to the most is dubstep.
So I especially listen to dubstep the most when I am sitting in the car travelling somewhere (my family does alot of long distance driving and i have to sit in the back seat)
And I will close my eyes and just enjoy the beat and the synths and the melodies.
Pretty soon i enter this sort of deep state of mind where i am aware of the movement of the car but nothing else.
It's just my mind and the music.
At this point i will imagine two oponents in my mind and as the bassdrop comes they begin to fight.
I immediately get goosebumps, but only on the right side of my body. Then after this if i focus really hard on a certain area of my body i can minupulate the muscles there. I have altered my heart beat before and even made myself nearly ejaculate (i know that i nearly did because i felt it and it felt exactly the same as when i am just about to ejaculate when i masturbate, but obviously i cant do that in the car with people around so i stopped myself)
I am also aware that when i do this tuff my REM is really fast.
When i open my eyes i feel small in the space i am in, its a really weird feeling.
I can only do this in the car. Can someone help me i dont know if this is normal and i want to know if it can harm me or not.
Also when i open my eyes i feel Extremely cranky and annoyed.
I am not trolling or seeking attention, please help me.