Is it normal to continue to be used by my mom
I'm about to be 19 and I decided enough was enough since the age of 11 my dad has been forcing me to have sex with him so I decided to tell my mom what has been going on she tells me she knows its been happening she's always known she says most of the time she watches and she gets extremely hot and plays with herself she said they sex life had got boring and she asked him to help her figure out how could they spice up the sex she said he said he's always wanted to have sex with me then have sex with her I'm like mom are you serious she said yes my child you saved my marriage please don't stop doing it I packed a bag and went to spend the night at my aunt house my mom called me and begged me to come home so he could fuck me I decided to talk to my aunt thinking maybe she can help me she tells me its the happiest she's seen my mom in yrs I'm like are you serious she then tells me my mom has mental issues and nothing else seems to make her happy now I'm crying because I didn't know this about my mom now I want to do whatever it takes to make my mom happy so my aunt took me home and told me it'll be ok I went in the house and my mom was crying uncontrollably um like mom what's wrong she said you don't love me I said mom yes I do but this is wrong she said but it makes me happy so I went up stairs took a shower and waited for my dad to come in my room this time my mom sat at the bedside with us she stroked my hair and said thank you baby and after I want you to experience how happy he makes me I want you to watch your dad fuck me and I promise you'll understand I agreed so once my dad was done he pulled out and started kissing my mom and told her I love you my mom said I love you too she grab his dick and started sucking it and looked at me and said I love you my child I said I love you too mom she grab my hand and lead me to their room and they started kissing and touching and he started giving her head and she asked if I could kiss my dad while he eats her out I said no mom I'm not doing that she started crying real tears so I agreed so now I'm basically eating her out with my dad after 2 months of this every night I decided to move out I couldn't take it anymore now my mom is in really bad shape should I go back and continue to save my moms sanity or should I just walk away