Is it normal to constantly crave giving head?
I swear, every time I am with my boyfriend and we are hugging or kissing or even if he is doing something as ordinary as preparing dinner, I will feel the immense urge to give him oral sex. He could be studying or watching television, playing a video game or driving and bam, I want to suck him off.
I literally think about it constantly. We were watching a performance once and even though half of my mind was occupied with the stage and amazed by the performers, the other half of my mind was totally focused on pinning my boyfriend down on the floor of the auditorium and making him moan with my mouth.
I feel like such a nymphomaniac it's disturbing.
I never ever feel this urge with anybody else. I don't even look at another man and think of them sexually. I love my boyfriend so much that I only want to pleasure him alone. And thinking about him enjoying it so much is what makes me feel immensely turned on. I get flustered at the thought of feeling him sliding in and out of my mouth, pressed clean against my lips and tongue.
To make things weirder, sometimes I don't even think about it intentionally when I'm not with him. I'll just get a random thought in my head of me sucking his hard-on and it won't evoke any emotion inside. It would be just as if I thought about a fleeting scene of me plucking an orange from a tree or watering the lawn. An ordinary thought pattern.
When I'm alone and I do think about it properly though, it is very often the fuel for my fantasies when I pleasure myself. I can very easily get off to the thought of him coming in my mouth.
Do I have a problem or is it normal for some girls to think this way?! Please help. I don't want to suddenly rape him in public or something ahahaha.