Is it normal to be turned on by women knowing that i like gay sex?
I get turned on by telling women that I like gay sex. I think about gay sex all day long. I date women but it never goes well and I have to think of sex with men to get aroused enough to try and have sex with them but I always fail. When I'm unable to have sex with them I sometimes tell them that I sometimes think that I gay. The strange thing is that even though I am being honest and would really like to be able to have sex with them, I get turned on because they know about my gay desires and get turned on by the fear that they will tell other women.