Is it normal to be turned on by women knowing that i like gay sex?

I get turned on by telling women that I like gay sex. I think about gay sex all day long. I date women but it never goes well and I have to think of sex with men to get aroused enough to try and have sex with them but I always fail. When I'm unable to have sex with them I sometimes tell them that I sometimes think that I gay. The strange thing is that even though I am being honest and would really like to be able to have sex with them, I get turned on because they know about my gay desires and get turned on by the fear that they will tell other women.

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  • Is there a reason you date women if you're thinking about sex with men all the time and having trouble having sex with women because they're not men? It's really okay to just have sex with men and enjoy it and not put yourself in positions that are uncomfortable, unless you specifically get off on the potential humiliation of women knowing you want to have sex with men. Have you had sex with any men, or is it just something you think about and want to do?

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    • PinkPiggy

      I sometimes think that I am gay and then sometimes is think I am bi meaning I love to look at women but I never fantasize about having sex with them, only men. In the past I have had many encounters with men. On certain occasions when I would be having sex with a guy I could hear women outside the window hanging out listening to us have sex, it was a big turn on for me. I now that its ok to be gay but I really don't want to be and I stay in the closet hoping I can have a girlfriend someday.

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  • Nickvey

    do any of then want to watch you have gay sex?

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