Is it normal to be turned on by getting caught or watched jerking off?
For some reason, when I was alone at home I would always go into my older sisters room and touch and smell her clothes. It was such a turn on, they were so sexy, soft and smelled so good. I would lay on her bed and stroke myself, I would think about her perfect ass, when she would ask me to give her a massage all the time at night, she'd be wearing a t shirt and sexy underwear and I would be rock hard. She would always ask me to massage her ass, she'd open her legs for me. I swear I could smell her. So I would fantasize that she would walk in, reprimand me, then order me to continue while she watched, talking to me the whole time, kind of reprimanding but talking to me. So I decided to set up this, I put on a headset radio, I knew when she would be home, so i waited to see her come in the driveway, and I'd lay on her bed, start jerking off and put the radio headset on and close my eyes. I would be sooooooo f'n nervous, my heart pounding out of my chest but so excited with the thought that my big sister is about to open her door and see me jerking my long hard cock on her bed, pretending I can't hear her come in. I could hear her footsteps coming closer, then I'd close my eyes, barely peeking with one eye behind a pillow, so I could see her come in. She looked so startled and shocked...she just stood there for a few seconds, called my name, but then heard the music. When she thought I couldn't hear her, she shut her door and walked over and sat in her chair, which was 1 foot from the bed. OMG, I was never excited like this ever! I came so fast, so much, and she watched me. I was so f'n hard and it was the biggest turn on ever! I laid there pretending to still be listening to music and I felt her hand pull the headset away from my ear. I acted shocked and looked at her covering up, stuttering. She said, "So, I've been sitting here watching you jerk yourself off in my room. What do you think you're doing?! Why are you doing it in my room and why are my panties from the hamper next to you?! I said nothing, looking down. "You could've gone in your room, but.....I think you wanted me to walk in and see you, right?! "Answer me!" she said. I answered, "No....I....I...no". She quickly replied, "I don't believe you so, until you decided to tell me the truth, you will do it in my room, in front of me so I can watch whenever I ask, and you'll give me massages every night or I'll tell on you.