Is it normal to be turned on by a gf's incestual encounters?
Hi,
My name is Albert and I am a 24 year old guy living in Seattle. First off let me explain to everyone that I find myself turned on by incest.. but the idea of me having incestual relations of my own is a huge turn off..
Anyways.. I'm dating this girl right now, she is 23, and she recently confessed to me that 4 years ago she came out of a 2 year long sexual rehabilitation program for having continuous casual sex with her younger brother and sister (younger brother is currently 21, younger sister is currently 19). She has not talked to them since this all happened. Her and her brother are now registered juvenile sex offenders. She shows intense regret on the surface, but I always wonder if deep down she enjoyed it. she obviously must have, since she confessed to me that her brother would fuck her every day. We talk about it sometimes since it is a big deal and a lot of times I try to get some of the little nitty gritty details out of her (like specific encounters, and specific acts) because I feel I should know. But deep down inside it really turns me on and I love hearing about it. And It's so weird because I am just now sorting out all of these urges and feelings and it's bringing about so many questions. Should I tell her how I feel? would this turn her on or would it confuse and possibly hurt her? She hates talking about it because it makes her sick but I think that could be a front to make her seem "normal" after 2 years in rehab I'm sure she's either come to see everything she did was wrong or been forced to see it as wrong even though she may have enjoyed herself a lot. She always tells me she was forced into it by her brother but seeing as how she is the oldest and smartest I don't really believe her. If I tell her do you guys think she would ever be up for or want to have a 3 or 4some? I'm not even sure if I myself would want to do this but it's a question that has come to my mind. Her family was torn to pieces over this whole ordeal and I don't know if them "regressing" would ruin them even more. If it did happen it scares me that it could cause her to fall in love with her brother (I believe it's possible) I don't know guys... is this normal? what should I do? I love this girl and I want to marry her. But this whole ordeal is arousing, confusing, painful, and strange all at the same time. wtf!