Is it normal to be turned on by... after this event?
When I was in the 5th and 6th grade my step-cousin molested me. Everything from pinning me down and making me kiss him for long periods of time and touching me in several ways and places.
Well he was turned in because of other people, but I kind of enjoyed it, even though it scared me and I didn't really want to do any of it.
Now when im with a guy, I like them to pin me down and restrain me and things that he did really.
Is that bad? My best friend said his girl friend was raped and she likes to role play as a rape victim a lot??