Is it normal to be this way and what would you say my diagnosis is?


I don't find many things interesting except for one or two things like my looks,internet/school stalking, sex/masturbation and fantasizing.
I masturbate everyday 3-6 times while watching porn and have an addiction to talking dirty with guys online. I used bdsm to physically beat (with weapons) the guy I dumped recently to tears in bed. I am not appropriate around children. I have anger issues. I use my external self and other girls as an object for financial and attentive benefit. I have been arrested 3 times. I smoke weed, never pick calls and drink Listerine when there is no actual liquor. I haven't been to school in a month. I do cam girl stuff and I am creating a social network. In school they call me smart and beautiful , they compliment my smile and seem to worship me.
I have no close friends nor do I have interest.
I am biologically female and 17 years old

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Comments ( 13 )
  • itachi_uchiha

    Oh boy!I think you should go to rehabilitation centers or may be do some yoga & meditation. Your condition looks very serious. You should see a psychiatric too or someone to whom you can express all your feelings

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    • Yea Ive been getting therapy for 2 years and I've been to 4 different mental hospitals . I just don't care for some reason.

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      • itachi_uchiha

        I think you should admit to a committed relationship with a guy one of my friend had a similar problem but it was solved when he got a gf to share his feelings sometimes relationship can do better then psychiatric as you feel more connected

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        • Yes I have tried commiting several times . I get bored all the time or sexually aroused by others

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          • itachi_uchiha

            You gotta try harder & try connect emotionally more than sexually you have to try as much harder as you can coz this problem you are talking about seems pretty serious.
            PS- you can try to talk to some guys on social networking site so that you can't meet him & can express your feeling
            This way you will connection emotionally more then sexually

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  • nikkiclaire

    Borderline.

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    • What's that ?

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      • nikkiclaire

        Borderline Personality Disorder. Just a guess. Glad you are getting help.

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        • Doesn't sound like borderline, but I was guessing some kind of personality disorder, but more info would be needed. Perhaps more histrionic.

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        • I don't have that but thanks for guessing

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          • nikkiclaire

            Well I didn't realize it was ACTUALLY a guessing game. Since you seem to know your diagnosis just keep getting help and follow directions. Best of luck.

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            • How can I be helped ? I don't know about histrionic if I don't talk to people on a regular basis or at all

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