Is it normal to be this way?
Normally, I'm a pretty relaxed person and generally nice towards people but for some reason, I can't stand some of my closest family members. Even when they don't do anything that would normally be considered annoying, I just automatically get a short fuse and snap. I always feel horrible afterwords 'cause I know I'm the wrong and that I might have hurt their feelings. I don't want to but it's like I can't stop it. No matter how hard I try to be genuinely nice, I can't seem to stop myself from being mean.