Is it normal to be this obsessed with a guy?

I've been noticing this really hot guy at my college gym who I feel is "the one". Like, I'm always checking him out in the locker room when he undresses and the sight of his delicious body makes my mouth water. I really really want him to be my boyfriend.

I mean, I'm too shy to talk to him face-to-face, so I thought why not do it the passive way and just write him a sticky note and stick it on his locker. So yeah, I wrote a bunch of dirty things. I told him that I think he's really hot and that we should suck each other's dicks in the showers. I even drew a hairy dick at the end of the sticky note just to get him turned on when he sees it. After that I quickly ran away in fear that someone will catch me.

But... wanna know something funny? I noticed that his locker number was 69 (NO FREAKING KIDDING), which made it all the more funny. I dunno if it was fate or just coincidental, but I guess it was bound to happen. xD

Maaaaan, I REALLY wanna know how he reacted when he got back and saw the note. He either got freaked out, shocked, surprised, or didn't give AF.

Best case scenario: He got super flattered and actually tried looking for me. *blushes*

And yes, I'm a gay male. If it wasn't obvious enough, lol.