Is it normal to be this antisocial?

Is it normal to be so antisocial, that I honestly would rather disappear? I am a 30 year old female. I consider myself to be fairly intelligent, and even though I don't feel it most of the time I know that I am a pretty girl but I have always been anxious in social situations.I got mixed up and went from being a drug user to a pretty high up drug dealer for the past 3 years, I made more money than I ever thought but recently I was informed I had two choices quit or stay and probably go to prison for my choices. I quit. So now I am broke and feeling pretty down about everything. I have gone to college and had amazing jobs in the past so I don't know why I hate myself so much these days. I don't want to talk to anyone I never answer my phone. I'm just really depressed. I was diagnosed with major depressive disorder when I was 15 so maybe this is another episode? I've had a few since then. Will someone help me and tell me if this is normal?

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Based on 41 votes (34 yes)
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  • Insanitybxtch

    I'm way too antisocial, according to family. I hate human interaction unless I know them.

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    • kaikai

      Just relax. I'm anti-social as well. I'm 24, good looking, smart and extremely charismatic yet I can't apply it due to anxiety. Even when I do apply it for a long enough period of time I always turn back to alcohol as a crutch to not face my fears.

      You probably just need to change your routine and find a group of people who all have a common goal.

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  • Oxygen88

    I haven't been diagnosed with anything (haven't gone to see anyone) but I'm the same way. I could care less about friends and people in general tbh. I never go out or talk to anyone except my one and only friend. Even then it's not like we're true friends who hang out all the time. And actually its Asocial, not antisocial or Avoidant.

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  • Lemmiwinks_Gerbil_King

    Antisocial means you are criminal and violent

    What you mean to say is Avoidant

    -- Lemmiwinks, Gerbil King

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    • donteatstuffoffthesidewalk

      cant i be both?

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  • Ellenna

    If you were self-medicating your depression and now you're clean, maybe it's time to find a more constructive way of dealing with your depression

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  • donteatstuffoffthesidewalk

    was yall samplin the product?

    withdrawal can send yall right off the rails

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    • Ellenna

      I was wondering the same thing

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  • LittleGirlCutThroatSodomized

    Maybe you are depressed right now because you turned snitch

    Oh, can you supply a link to your pic I'll rate you 1 /10

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    • Enlightenme30

      And maybe you're an obnoxious troll.

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