Is it normal to be so sexually attracted to my mother?

This is 100% honest and i want to see how common this actually is in our society. Where do these feelings stand, I don't want some generalized b.s. I want to understand if males inherently under certain circumstances become attracted to their female mothers in an emotionally/physically sexual way. Sexual not neccissarily dirty or vulgar but innocent and blind emotion.

This is not the place for closed kindred judgments. We need to consider these aspects. If this is a real thing that many males experience it should be well documented for future reference and hopefully to help the individuals who are stricken with such feelings that they are compelled to dwell on them.

Experience is as follows.

SWIM has found himself in a beartrap. What started as a preteens interest in sex subconsciously grew untended into sexual desire. Of course this young man would never act onnthese desires unless qued.

His mother, a sexual and rebellious woman who failed to keep her vibrant sex life discreet from her child. Spending many nights moaning through the vents of the house calling a mans name. Years later the boy is nearly grown and one of the older of many siblings however no other siblings are present in this household. Finished with school the boy is free to do as he pleases alone at home or out of the house, barring the time he spends at work 3 days a week. His mothers sex life has become non existent at this point. She has stated her dissapointment in relationships and life. But also resents the child for reasons unknown.

One day his mother was late for work. She asks him to get her a different top from her dresser. The boy is startled to discover a dedicated collection of lingerie hidden beneath his mothers work clothes. The boys interest had been a subtle memory but this set a new flame in his eyes.

He began to look at it, each article imagining her in it doing everything for him.

He would go on to look through her things and discover a sex toys and her digital camera. The camera may have had a few very exposing images.

The boy has become enthralled he the fantasy of his mother.

How common are these compulsions in young adult males of 18 years?