Is it normal to be so dead inside?

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Going to try and make this short. I was gang-raped when i was 7 by my friends brothers then for 2 years i was molested by my uncle before i threatened him and he's never came back since. My dad's been abusive to me all my life but he's left us now. I've stabbed a guy that broke into my house then i was talking to him about life whilst he was losing blood. he later died in hospital and i wasn't charged with anything because i was 15 and i stabbed him once with his own knife. That's a general overview of my life but i've left out quite a lot of information.
I don't feel any emotions, the only emotion i feel from time to time is anger but nothing else apart from that. For example, when my brother got shot i just laid down with him and just silently waited with him until the ambulance died, also when my dad tied me up to a chair and raped this random girl in front of me i was blank throughout the whole process. I know something's wrong with me but i don't know what it is. i know this isn't normal but to what extent?

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  • anormalperson
    6 years ago

    there are too many dark things in this story for it to be true,but if it is then its pretty normal to die from the inside

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  • nikkiclaire
    6 years ago

    The details are different by my life is pretty much the same as yours.

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