Is it normal to be shit scared of going out?
I know I'm mentally ill, have been diagnosed but fuckin hell. Everytime I think about going out I get shit scared. I can only go out if I am told in advance, even then that doesn't always work. I plan when I go out, when I do I' usually pissed off or excited and it HAS to be either dark as hell or not so bright and isolated with no or very little people. I wish I had friends. I hate my appearance. I've fucked up my body with self harm.