Is it normal to be seduced out of my money? into committing crimes?
I'm in college and this person has gotten a few thousand out of me through blackmail and basically seducing me. I'm so obsessed with this person and they know it and use it against me or try to make me more obsessed. Really it's my parents money that I just throw at this person to get their attention or buy them gifts in secret.
Nobody knows I'm in love with this person and it would be really really bad if anybody found out about this. And if my coach found out I'd be done for. People are already getting suspicious because we talk so much and they're so touchy in public. They're quiet about it unless they aren't getting what they want and then they're all over me for it. They've talked me into so many things I should never be doing.
I feel like such a bitch, I know what they're doing but I can't help myself I'm infatuated with this person and can't tell them no. Should I try going to a professional for help? If I get caught for some of the shit I've done for this person I'm absolutely fucked.