Is it normal to be scared of all this?
im scared of lots of things and sometimes i start hyperventilating by them or get panic attacks
my worst fears are getting raped, sex, cybersex, camsex, some guys (can be anyone), the dark and dicks
i know where my fears of getting raped, sex and dicks come from but i dont think its really normal to get scared about it like i do
i never liked sex and getting raped, i have nightmares about getting raped and when i wake up im crying sometimes
also im scared of spiders but i dont think thats really abnormal
also whenever a guy wants cyber or camsex with me and has it with me i get really scared
i just cry a lot and shake a lot and get really scared
it can be really annoying because like 2 days ago on school in dutch class, it was about a book of someone getting raped and i got a panic attack
i now just tell most guys i meet on the internet i dont have a webcam or camera because if i say i do they will keep asking for nude pictures and someone even asked for a pornmovie from me
this is really getting too long so ill just submit this so my questions will be answered (i hope)