Is it normal to be really really f**ked up off weed....read the story!
Alright, so a couple days ago I smoked a joint (first joint) with a couple friends. And I usually don't smoke a bunch maybe 1-2 bowls shared between 2-3 people so not a lot but enough to get me mellow/relaxed. But this was quite a bit more, I heard that smoking a joint gets you "higher?" But anyways I take my 4th hit (massive hits, also a lightweight) pass it to my friend and things aren't feeling right, the joint comes back to me and I refuse because I'm still coughing and coughing intensely, my friend is like "No man you gotta take it, just do it" So after trying to refuse I just take the hit and that was just it for me, my vision is getting really f**ked things don't feel right and I black out.
So while I'm out of it and slowly come to I can hear the music, Bob Marley, I stared dancing while sitting on the couch and having a good time and I could hear my friend ask my other friend "Dude how do we get that high?" But even though it may have looked fun to them and it was a good feeling, the entire time things just felt "off". So while the music is playing I hear my friend say "It's like he's dancing around a fire in an African tribe" I could see what he was saying and then he said "BUT OH NO THEY HAVE BUTCHER KNIVES!!!" And I just f-ing lost it, I was screaming and flailing off the couch. What I felt was indescribable, but I was just miserable after he said that and I was just freaking out, I couldn't stop the horrible hell that I was going through, I was begging for it to end but it wouldn't. I tried so hard. My friends were laughing at my reactions but to me the laughs felt psychotic, evil, almost as if they were plotting against me. But I started drifting back to reality, fighting the best I could, the laughing felt like it was drowning me and trying to get back to reality was a sensation much like almost drowning and then getting a breath and then drowning again. That's what happened to me for countless times. *Part 1*