Is it normal to be only concerned about your bf & relationship only?

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Hi guys,
I was one of the most confident & talented girl back in my school & college days. Although I had only one ambition since childhood to find the love of my life, being loved was only thing I ever wanted in life.
I have been above average in studies so always got decent marks , I have been a great fun company ,people around me liked me.. right now m working for 2 years earning decent.
6 years back I fell in love with this person , I finally got the only thing I always longed for in life.. "LOVE".
We have been in a long distance for over 6 years now, went through all the ups & downs together . We have been fighting a lot but managed to come over everything and be with each other in the end.
He has always been a good boyfriend but I've been longing for his time & attention since forever , this is never dying issue we have been facing since the beginning of the time.
I always long for his time , love & attention.
He's the only thing I want in life. I just love him so much don't want to stay without him even for a day.
But I couldn't do any other thing apart from worrying about him all the day. I literally count minutes & hours since morning till night when i finally get to speak to him.
I don't blame him for being unavailable as he actually dont do it intentionally .. but it really hurts me not being able to have him.. talk to me..
I feel so alone.. as i myself pushed everybody away ..out of my life as I don't care about anyone but him..
no one matter but him..
I am so depressed I cry all the day waiting for his call ..am also quitting my job.
I just feel like to go some place & never be found.
I just wanna die..
I pray all the day to be killed.
This pain is unbearable. when I try and tell him about this all .. he's getting repelled. My sadness & frustration is pushing him apart. I'm ruining my life with my own hands. I feel I need some medical help. I don't know what to do.
I tried going parties , have fun, movies, reading .. Nothing helps.. I just miss him all time.. wherever I go.. Whatever I do..
Please help me.. or kill me..

I need a break up 1
I'm un-treatable / helpless 1
I need to see a doctor 10
I need a cut off 0
I should have multiple affairs 1
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  • fullhouse
    9 years ago

    I was in a relationship with this ambitious girl. Like you, I always a gf to share things n stuff n be the part of her life n she mine. But when we fought because she wasn't there for me it dawned on ms that I am too much in love with her n she isn't ready. I guess my neediness pushed her away n she went to her ex. Then after big fights I decided that I'll move on. When I stopped all the messages n stuff she came bk to me. But I was already so hurt I never felt like before. Still we got really close n things were very nice between us once I stopped thinking of her as my alpha n omega.
    Remember love is a part of life! Give him some break n occupy yourself with other things. He'll come around too

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  • cupcake_wants
    9 years ago

    too long to read

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