Is it normal to be obsessed with suicide?

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This isn't some whiny cry for help, just to make sure we're all on the same page. I probably won't end up killing myself anytime soon or anything, it's just something I tend to think about alot. And I mean alot. I have about a million books involving suicide, I search for movies and songs that have suicide as a main concept...
It's not like it turns me on or anything, I'm not saying I'm a sexual sadist. And it's kind of funny, because at the same time, my own death means nothing to me. Life's great, but when it's over it's over. End of story. So it's weird that I'd be so obsessed with something I really don't give a damn about. Maybe it's stealing from fate or something that I find obsession- worthy.
I don't know. It could be more normal than I think it is. I know most teenagers walk around hating themselves and thinking they're alone in that (which is ridiculous.)
I just want to say again that this is NOT some sort of cry for help. I am fine. In all, I'm really happy. I just have a weird obsession.

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  • Avant-Garde
    12 years ago

    Yes! I'm obsessed with it too. I love to look up people who killed themselves, their motives, suicide notes, everything. There's something about Suicide that grabs at me and draws me in. I don't have books on it, I'm worried that people might think suicidal. There's something beautiful about suicide photos and suicide itself. It's hard to explain.

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  • Dulse.
    12 years ago

    Sounds normal to me. I think it can be an interesting subject. It's similar in a sense to the appeal of murder, serial killers, and horrific accidents I suppose.

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