Is it normal to be obsessed with rape?

I'm a female and this is weird but I'm pretty much obssesed with rape. Not in a perverted way, I think it's horrible and should never happen and I don't enjoy hearing about it or anything like that, but I'm obsessed with doing research. I look up after effects, stories, how to deal with it as a friend of family member, how it feels emotionally- pretty much all day everyday. The Brock Turner case has been my new obsession, I think it's horrible. I don't know if this stems from this, but I have a book character I love a lot who was raped in her past, but I feel like I'm taking on her issues or something? It's become like a crazy obsession and I feel weird for looking up stuff and I feel bad for victims that I'm like enjoying doing all this research. I had a normal childhood, no history of abuse.