Is it normal to be obsessed with moving and listening to music
I sometimes live my life as if someone (someone I have a deep connection with not just in a romantic sense) is observing my life. It gives me a sense of glamour, as if my life is a movie with aspects that person can relate to. My favorite activity is pacing, driving, walking, or any movement while listening to music and making situations or video type things, or stories up in my head and in strange way the person im currently curious about is watching or experiencing it, and my creativity tirns it into something captivating. I know its not real, im just stuck in a thinking pattern and im addicted to it. Listening to the music helps me relieve stress in a way. Its almost a sort of self centeredness, as if im such a fascinating person who the person should be fascinaed by