Is it normal to be obsessed with masturbation
I'm a 29 year old female. I'm fairly attractive and try to stay in shape. I get attention from men from time to time....but it just doesn't do it for me. I'm obsessed with masturbating. It's the first thing I do when I wake up and the last thing I do at night. Just thinking about rubbing myself makes me wet. On most days I masturbate at least 7 to 8 times. I usually where skirts for easy access. I had a full length mirror installed in the bathroom of my office so that I can watch myself cum at lunch time......OMG!!! I've gotta' masturabte....be back later....Ok, I'm back. I know that this behavior is very abnormal....but I can't help myself. Sexual relationships never work out because I just want him to watch me masturbate....or, I want us to masturbate together. Needless to say it sends him running for the hills. But, at this point, I don't even care anymore. I've started video taping myself.....then, later I masturbate while watching the tape. OMG!!! It makes me cum so fast. As I said before, I am fully aware of how screwed up this behavior is......But how do you stop doing what turns you on? Am I alone? I feel like I am the only woman in the world who is like this.