Is it normal to be jealous like this?
I feel like I'm a bad person or something. I have applied to over 20 jobs, and got called into an interview once, but still have not got a single one. Meanwhile, my fiance gets a job the first time he applies, as did my two cousins their first. I... CAN'T STAND IT! I should be happy about their successes, but once I got the news from my fiance today, he could tell I was feeling bitter about it, and not pleased in the least. I feel like a total bitch but I feel as if I'm always at the short end of the stick, everyone around me gets lucky and me... nothing. Ever. Is it normal, or am I a bitch...?