Is it normal to be in love with a 50 year old teacher?
I'll try to be brief about this, here goes.
Ever since I was in Year 8 (I was 13), I've been in love with a music teacher at my school. She's the most beautiful woman I've ever met and so dark, mysterious and sexy.. She's petite and talented and she's like no other woman I've ever met. She wears really interesting clothes and stuff.. I can't describe how much I love her. I think about her constantly and it hurts. So I'm only 18 right now, and she's around 50. And I found her website/blog thing and discovered she is married. To a woman. She's a lesbian! I was really shocked because I didn't think she was. And I'm really sad because she has a wife but obviously nothing could've happened between us - wife or no wife - because of age and law and things. Is it normal I feel this way?