Is it normal to be in denial that you're a furry?
I have to admit, I am fascinated by the concept of anthropomorphism and I'm pretty sure deep down I'm a furry. I often think about life as an animal and I use to like to draw anthro characters all the time. Whenever I look at furry art I get this weird yet strangly satisfying feeling in the pit of my stomach. I've always wanted to try on a fursuit, just for a little while and I often fantasize about having various animal features.
However, I do not let any of my feelings about this seep into public knowledge. I keep all of my drawings inside my closet behind the door facing downward and I have never shown anyone, not even the really good ones. No one in my family knows about what goes on in my mind and I don't plan on spilling the info any time soon. In a way, I feel like I am in denial that I have these feelings and thoughts. I feel like I need to just grow up and face the facts of reality, but I can't. Humans are boring to me; why can't we have a little variety in our species?
Am I completely insane, or is this somehow normal?