Is it normal to be horney

Even people who are not raped might feel weird or guilty about it. It is normal to be horny. You are not a bad person. I am sorry this happened to you.

sorry for your hurt and pain...i am not sure about your question...it is normal to feel horny...are you asking is it normal to feel horny for the first time at 18? It is a little late, most people have strong sexual urges earlier, but is is still within a normal range, just later. Why do you feel disgusting...your sexual feelings are part of who you are as a person and should be respected and even cherished because they tell you about yourself.....if you experiemced sexual trauma it may be very hard for you to see sex as something good...to you sex may be a disgusting thing because it involved so much pain and misery....thats a shame because sex is a large part of our lives , emotions and affections...the fact that you have sexual feelings could also be seen as a sign of healing because someone who really was traumatized might not even feel anymore....did you get any counseling...those negative feelings about sex wont just go away....you need to talk them out with someone you can trust...or you might push away people trying to love you....atthe very least it could complicate a sexual relationship..so at least talk about it with your partner so they know whats going on....