Is it normal to be fuckin obsessed with ur partner
Hey guys happy new year lol!! X
Okay so apparently I've become obsessed with my boyfriend! To the pointwherebitbisnt a joke! Like I dunnnoe , I feel depressed in a way cos I feel he doesn't treasure me for what I'm worth but then againi feelnim worth nothing - I know it doesn't make sense uti really do feel this way , and it's annoying! Cos he doesn't seem to be obsessed with me!!!! I mean, I don't want him to but I don't wanna feel alonein this and I don't know how to NOT? Be obsessed.. And it's like, everything's just about HIM in my life and no be else, which sucks ! But I know he lves me kinda thing Nd he talks abt the future withme and he says he wants to go far but he stilll sorda likes other people and talks about them which honestly to me is okay cos we're all human and there's always gonna be someone better but feel ncomfortable for some reason - and maann it's depressing !
And the most stupid thing is that I've always felt special ... Like I was the only girl kinda thing and I was everything ! And fuck just a few days ago I looked myself in the mirror Nd I was like wow kid get over Urself! An pd tbh I'm not thaaat good looking.. I'm alright... Let's just say I can get by ... Putti that way.. I'm no big deal! So yeah and when I realised all that shitb was like damn! I'm fucking pathetic ! And now I just feel like fuck for some reason , but he says He wants to go far with me but I don't know.... What door guys think? I know I sound lik a 12 year old but I need help Nd advise :)