Is it normal to be extremely aroused by semen?
So, sometimes I feel dirty or whorish about it, but I love to see, swallow, and recieve cum facials from my lover. Going down on a man turns me on, and I love to watch a cumshot, but mostly I like it on me-my belly, boobs, even all over my face. I am perpetually horny and desiring to blow my bf. He doesnt want to cum on me for one reason or another (I suspect he feels bad or like he is degrading me, or he is uncomfortable), even though I have told him I like it, and that he doesnt have to pull out of my mouth or away when he is cumming. I have not expressed, however, the extent to which I like it, because I feel ashamed. I dont want him to think less of me, or that Im trashy. Is it looked down upon by most men? Is my cum fettish normal?