Is it normal to be depressed over the place i live in?
I absolutely hate the place I live in. I live in northern Missouri, where there is nothing to do. Nothing exciting ever happens here. Also, the weather, for the most part, is overcast and cold and gloomy.
A few years ago, I took a trip to Arizona. I left my heart there. The weather was beautiful and warm (I'm a warm-climate person) and I loved the atmosphere. I never wanted to come home.
But sadly I had to. Ever since then, I haven't felt the same. I cry a lot because I miss it there. I always daydream that I am still there. I feel like I'm trapped here. I've been begging my father to transfer his work to Arizona, but he won't and it's killing me. I'm crying as I'm writing this because I just want to escape this hell hole and go back to where I feel like I belong. I plan to save up enough money to leave Missouri and move to Arizona someday. But until then, I'm stuck here. I would give anything to go right now. I just miss it so much and my heart is breaking because of it.
If it helps, I also have depression already and this is only adding on to it.