Is it normal to be depressed over the place i live in?

I absolutely hate the place I live in. I live in northern Missouri, where there is nothing to do. Nothing exciting ever happens here. Also, the weather, for the most part, is overcast and cold and gloomy.
A few years ago, I took a trip to Arizona. I left my heart there. The weather was beautiful and warm (I'm a warm-climate person) and I loved the atmosphere. I never wanted to come home.
But sadly I had to. Ever since then, I haven't felt the same. I cry a lot because I miss it there. I always daydream that I am still there. I feel like I'm trapped here. I've been begging my father to transfer his work to Arizona, but he won't and it's killing me. I'm crying as I'm writing this because I just want to escape this hell hole and go back to where I feel like I belong. I plan to save up enough money to leave Missouri and move to Arizona someday. But until then, I'm stuck here. I would give anything to go right now. I just miss it so much and my heart is breaking because of it.

If it helps, I also have depression already and this is only adding on to it.

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  • kingofcarrotflowers

    Where I live gets me down, Luton, horrible place, in fact the close my best friend lives on was on the news the other night, two gunmen wielding shotguns shot a man outside nisa a 30 second walk from his front door, people think corner shops are called paki shops and don't understand how this is offensive, extremely high teen pregnancy rate, one of the highest gun rates, drugs everywhere, also the following is seen as the ultimate romantic gesture, a packet of maltesers and a 4 pack of larger, welcome to Luton everyone, Luton, the place demolishing peoples rose tinted view of England, one cocaine brick at a time

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    • anti-hero

      Have you been contributing to that teen pregnancy rate? You lil scamp, was she a paki?

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    • donteatstuffoffthesidewalk

      i thought jolly ole england were a gun free utopia

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      • kingofcarrotflowers

        Its not a massive problem in most of the country but like most places in the world, you know the right people you can get anything, legal or not

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  • anti-hero

    Could be worse you could live in Uganda or North Korea or God forbid Detroit.

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