Is it normal to be depressed about this
Ok so ive been diagnosed with idiopathic scoliosis and found Out that there is a very high chance ill have to have surgery done on my spine and me being curious got the best of me and i looked up some reasearch about the surgery and seen videos pics etc and im terrified an cried about the thought that theres a 99% chance ill have to do the same thing shown in the videos i seen an idk what to do i jus dont feel motivated and sad cause idk what the Out come will be and idk im like tryin to jus cope with it til the results come back from.my doctor with how bad it is and i dont really have anyone i can talk to about it an well dont know how i should deal with this like.......idk im completely lost right now idk what to think