Is it normal to be attracted to my cousin?
I mean attracted like physically and emotionally attracted. I constantly lean on her and put my arm around her and stuff. I think there are times when i thought of trying to come onto her. In other words, try to gain the same attraction back. There was a time when i was close to doing so, without going into detail. What if she visits and she's "in the mood?" I think i've resisted the urge long enough to completely empty it out of my system. What if she still has the same attraction, and what if i oblige to her?