Is it normal to be attracted to men twice my age?

In 8th grade, there was this teacher(s) who I had a huge infatuation with.
One was a science teacher, who was very tall, and had a nice build.
The other was a thin redhead, and yet another was a 30-something asian.
They where not exactly "hot", or what the media and society deems sexually attractive-- but certainly not unattractive, either.
I have had many 'daddy issues' from being abused by my father (not sexually, though) and being separated recently from him and my mother-- so I'm not sure the exact definition of having daddy issues.
My father was somewhat the same characteristics, as well from some of the men I've liked-- (blonde, facial hair, tall, etc)
He was emotionally abusive and physically, and isolated me a lot from the world, as well as religiously controlling to my entire family. I was home-schooled and never allowed outside before.

When I jokingly asked friends, they said those teachers were "Ugly" and "You're weird for liking someone like that" and "like someone your own age."
Well, from being homeschooled my whole life prior to recently being pushed into public school then-- and I had no previous social skills or exposure to people.
I was also from a small country town, and then being moved into a city with a predominant African/Hispanic population and more higher social class.

I often had sexual fantasies of staying after class in a locked room, having my way with one of the teachers-- or just simply whenever they looked at me, or touched me, I would immateriality get butterflies.

Is this normal to be attracted to men, then at the age of 13, and those men were about 28 - 40? Would this have some effect later in life?

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80% Normal
Based on 5 votes (4 yes)
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  • VladWhyte

    You are just attracted to old fucks because you want their money, just like any other broad out there. This is not normal, morally, but normal, practically.

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