Is it normal to be antisocial?

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I go to cyber school but I get bad grades. I usually stay home the whole week. When I'm home during the week, I talk to people who I never met in real life. Its weird how I can have a normal conversation with my family but not with other people in real life. I don't talk to anybody and I've never got close to anyone. I fell in love with someone I met on kik. I love them so much but I don't think they really love me anymore like they did before. They want to video chat and talk on the phone with me but I'm just so awkward >.<. I also play video games online but I never use the mic because I think people will judge me if I turn it on. Since I'm always home I gained weight and I think that's why my confidence level is at zero. I have suicide thoughts, drink, and I do drugs sometimes. I'm trying to quit these habits and get better grades before i graduate. please leave any tips and suggestions.
And yes I know I should've wrote this in paragraph form with better grammar.

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Based on 16 votes (8 yes)
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  • [email protected]
    11 years ago

    Don't worry,it's alright.I was exactly the same as you,probably since around your age. Now I'm 50yrs.old,still the same way,and I fuckin survived,so it's O.K.

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  • kawaiigurl
    11 years ago

    You need to grow out of this eventually because being socially awkward will hold you back from A LOT of things when you really need the confidence try to start talking on the phone with your kik lover and if they love you they'll accept your awkwardness and try to break the ice for you but at least try it once

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  • commoner
    11 years ago

    Fat, low confidence, drinking, drugging, suicidal.....

    I don't see a problem here....

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  • MRmr
    11 years ago

    no

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