Is it normal to be afraid of feeling ...
Hi, I have been very trusting throughout my life despite people betraying me( best friends,boyfriends,even my own sisters) thinking it happens to everyone and happening to me just because I have high expectations. I worked on it for some time and was doing much better and was with a great guy. I didn't expect anything but truth and love from him and he let me down.he married a girl he barely liked who happened to be one who hated my guts.it devastated me and was the last straw in the long chain of betrayals.now I am afraid of feeling or showing my feelings too much. I'm afraid of being hurt so much that I have created this barrier of cynicism. I'm just not willing to go through such intense feelings of love again lest I get hurt. My friends say I have to let go,but Its too difficult