Is it normal to be a zoophile (yet it's still complicated)?

Since I was a kid, I've always felt extremely close to animals. Every year of my life, I've had at least one pet in my house. I can't help but love them.

In a few ways.

I began to realize when I was around 11 or 12 that I really, REALLY like animals. Everything about them was and still is attractive to me. Their fur is so soft, paws and hooves are so much cuter than human feet, tails are adorable to me, and I especially love animals with horns or antlers. So, around that age I began watching and looking at online bestiality videos.

But that didn't feel quite right after a while... I began to correlate these actions with rape or pedophilia and it became disgusting to me. I realized animals cannot consent, and even if it is a male animal penetrating a human... there still is a lack of romantic love involved. It's all very mindless.

Don't start up about not being able to consent to being spayed/neutered or anything else like that. That is irrelevant and please do not mention it because that doesn't bring the same emotional and psychological stress as fucking a dog's ass or vagina does. I have perfectly healthy, normal animals who are all spayed and neutered and well taken care of because it is IN THEIR BEST INTEREST. Fucking your dog is NOT in their best interest, it DAMAGES them emotionally, mentally, and physically.

I would never have sex with an animal, unless it was sentient. I still fantasize about it though, the feeling of fur on skin in such an intimate way.

I feel deepest attraction to deer and horses, as well as big cats (yeah I know one would rather kill me and about their penis size). I feel nothing towards wolves like many people, but dogs are okay (especially very attractive dogs like borzoi).

Yes, I am a furry. And if it's worth anything, I am also diagnosed with schizophrenia.

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  • dickwashington

    i read this like five times and still confused do you have sex with them or not? either way i dont think its normal at all and i dont like you

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  • (s)aint

    I understand you completely.

    Myself I'm just a very sexual person that feels sexual attraction toward a lot of things, some animals included. Yet I'd never abuse them.

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  • NarmalicyIsSubjective

    I actually understand this. To me, this is normal, but then again, normalcy is subjective when it comes to people. And I feel the same about the inability to consent. The things some people do is sickening.

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