Is it normal to be a good teacher with asperger's disorder?
I am a 23 year old guy who just completed a teacher education program in the past year. I have Asperger's but it's very mild- mainly just with nonverbal communication (small talk, building deep relationships) that I have a problem with. I was the top of my class in high school and college. I have taught many lessons with students that have gone successfully (I am a special education teacher, so it was with kids who had intellectual disabilities).
Anyways, during my student teaching, I was placed in a math class for students with learning disabilities and was required to teach in inclusion language arts classes. The experience was horrible, and my directing teacher wanted to fail me because I could not pick up on the nonverbal behavior of the kids. But, my professor saw how well I did with many of my lessons and that I worked really hard so I still got an A-. After this experience, I decided I never wanted to be in a classroom again.
About two months ago I had a job offer as a teaching assistant at a private school working with 1st-3rd graders. I decided to take it because I liked how small the classes were and I needed a job. I have really enjoyed it and feel very comfortable with this age group. I have even been offered a teaching position for 1st-3rd grade for next year. The only thing is, I am worried that I will be overwhelmed by all the decision making as I will spend more time on my own and with the whole class. Or, what if I misinterpret social cues and make a mistake? I feel like I can do it- but I don't want to make a mistake and have kids suffer for it. What should I do? * Part of my decision in going into education is because I wanted to help kids with autism and Asperger's as I know the things I struggled with in school. Any comments are greatly appreciated!