Is it normal to be a germaphobe?
My germaphobia changes randomly and sometimes after I exercise. For example, for a long time I could not drink cups/straws that other people drank from, much to the dismay of many of my friends and family over the years.
I hate it when people use the soap I bathe with to wash their filthy hands.
After exercising heavily, I'll usually feel like even the AIR is dirty and I'll have to shower immediately. Even after showering I'll sometimes feel dirty.
Whenever I use public bathrooms I always hover over the toilets and use a paper towel to open the door to leave.
Sometimes I'll look into the crevices of spaces and how dirty they are will REALLY bother me. For example the leather couch I'm sitting on now has crevices with dirt in it...
For this summer I'm working at a movie theater and I've had to deal with taking out sticky garbage, picking up used popcorn bags and soda cups, as well as mopping bathroom floors. Not sure how I've survived so far, but I have.
I don't like to touch the armrests at movie theaters. I don't want to sit in seats with stuff under them. I can't use silverware in my home that's been sitting in a drawer without washing it off first. I don't like touching door handles outside of my home unless I have to. I don't like wearing other people's jackets or clothes.
Is this normal?