Is it normal to always want to die?

I dont really know how to explain my self. I dont know why I always have these thoughts clouding my everyday routine. I struggle with analogies but I feel like the inner me has replaced pinoccio in the old disney film, the inner me is tied at the wrists and ankles with puppet strings. Not being able to control or let out anything that needs to said or done. so is it normal to feel this depressed and trapped all the time. is it normal to feel comfortable clutching a few razor blades. I cut scars in my arm every time something traumatic has happened to me. Ive tried counselors and antidepressants but I have trouble letting things out. I've held things in for too long to be able to trust anyone. So please let me know if its normal to always want to die

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  • CheatJoker

    It is normal on today society to feel overwhelmed by things that are thrown at us everyday, wishing for your own death is our way of trying to escape reality,if you feel u don't matter,try getting a hobby or something that will need to get your attention and time (Like a companion pet,a plant etc) and if u need someone to talk to i can help u :)

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  • ANALRAPIST

    Yep you need more shit to do to drown out these kinda thoughts.

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