Is it normal to always feel depressed/alone?
No matter how much money is made,no matter what I have or don't have,no matter where I am,there is the deep trench in my chest of pure,cold,and solemn sadness.This is not for attention.It is what it is.I am at my happiest when creating some of my artwork or sometimes with my friend.I think that gives me a chance to vent and let out this sadness and depressed feeling.But other than that,it's always there.I smile.Laugh.Joke around.Some people only know me as being happy and funny and all that.Is this normal?
Is this a depressive disorder?