Is it normal to....oh screw it
So there's this girl. Let's call her Amy. The first time I saw her my heart jumped and I ended up walking into someone, because I was so distracted. She's beautiful (not in a slutty blonde and thin way, I mean properly beautiful) really down to earth, and really nice. We both live in Dubai (expatriaties) and go to an international school.
I really like her. I've had three girlfriends, and I've never felt this way about them, or anyone. I can't stop thinking about her. Just hearing her name makes my heart jump.
But, thing is, she's really rich, and has a close family, while I'm not so rich, and my parents and brother are just fucking weird, and embaressing. I don't like to be seen in public with them. Yeah. I'm also overweight and not exactly brimming with confidence.
So the thing is, I pulled a dick move, and posted on her formspring (place where you can ask her questions anonymously) that's she's really pretty, I like her, stuff like that. I've realised that I basically look a like a stalker, which makes it really awkward between us, because somehow she found out it was me.
I can't even look her in the eye. It's the biggest motherfucking white elephant the world's ever seen.
I wasn't stalking her. I just wanted to talk to her and make her happy.
Is it normal?