Is it normal to.. hate your family.

Is it normal that I just hate my family...

I hate my mother, it's just that she's just a hypocrit she tells me not to do this but in the end i catch her doing it. She teases the hell out of me and when i return the favor she gets pissed of and i get in trouble. I know she tries to get close but i can't help it, i dont want to be a plastic, i can't help but be a b**ch to her because she cannot respect me and if she can't respect me i can't respect her.

My dad, he's a good guy and all but it's just that it's either we get along or we fight and most of the time we just fight for no good reason.

I know in both fights i'm in the losing side because they are still my parents.

I hate my brother too because he's two face he's simply so nice and goody goody when my parents are there and he's a devil when they are not. And they believe him more than I which just pisses me off more. They spoil him abnd get him everything he wants and i don't and they think of me a b**ch because of this. They wish i was more like him.

And actually, i grew up with my grandparents not them because they were still at school. I barely had time with them when i was young, just weekends unlike my brother who grew up with them. When we finally ended up in the same house, they had to leave for another country and now we are together again it's simply too late for me to be attatch to them like my brother, but they expect me too.

I'm not close to them, and i just resent them so much. I easily get irritated on what they do and it simply builds up, cause i tend to just bottle everything up. And I'm already at my limit. And they are also too protective and tend to put a leash on me (didn't mean that literally). They want to be 'together like a family' but i find it too late already because majority of my life, they weren't around. Times i needed them the most they weren't there. For me it's too late already.