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So throughout my entire memory, I've always been very fascinated in sex, sexual actions and porn. From the age of 5 and on.
Before anyone assumes or feels the need to ask, I have never been sexually abused, assaulted, etc. Unfortantly when I was 5, I walked in on my parents having sex. I instantly knew it was an action of pleasure. I found my parents VHS porn and watched that every chance I got as a child. I found their toys and ultimately knew thats where babies come from, and holy fuck does it look fun.

I would find myself trying to catch them often because I just loved the site of bouncing tits with the face of happiness. I clearly remember my dad sneaking up to me and spanking me while I was laying down watching cartoons, perfusely humping the couch.

When I was 7, I remember having sexual fanasties about every girl I saw, went to school with, didnt matter. From a cashier to my moms best friend. Ive always kept to myself so no one knew I was so sexually inclined until I was 14.

I wasn't the most attractive man in High school, weighing roughing 190lbs when I was 14, at 5"5. At this time in my life, I was masterbaiting an average of 10 - 15 times a day, a minimum of 4 being at school in between breaks. Once I was a junior, I dropped down to 125 lbs and started having intercourse with as many girls as I could. As a Junior to Senior, I was having intercourse with 3 different women a week, roughly 2 to 3 times a day with each person. Each session lasting no less than 30 minutes, and my longest was 7 1/2 hours in one secession. I'm not proud of this now, but I would fuck a girl, send her on her way and go pick up another.

Well at the end of my senior year, I had a girlfriend that I had cheated on with 11 different girls, one of them, stole my heart and I asked her to marry me at the age of 19.

Her and I was buying a 40 pack of lyfestyle condoms every Saturday due to the constant connection between us. Nothing short of 4 times a day when I married, followed by masturbating another 5 plus times throughout the day. Greatfully, that marriage didn't work out for me, and I divorced her over family issues. We were married for 3 years, together in total for 5. The sexual drive on her end was very dull one year into marriage.

It got to the point where I was avoiding my wife to masturbate because she refused to make love unless I asked her too. Not pre planning... But a simple yes or no question. That just resulted in me masterbaiting more and more.

I had 4 sites that would upload roughly 5 to 10 new videos a day. I would watch every single one of the videos, on each site every day, and check hourly to see if there was anything new. It became a terrible situation over a course of 2 years. Causing what porn addiction I had, grow into a beast.

So here I am today, the age of 25, with a sex drive I've found no one to keep up with. I just recently got out of a relationship with a lady 12 years older than me. She mentioned to me that I have a problem and that no one will be able to keep up with me, ultimately causing me unhappiness unless I learn to control my urge. In that relationship, we would have intercourse 3 times a day minimum, morning when she got her kids to school, once we qoke up for work, and once after work. That was.. Like mandatory. She'd be getting ready for work, getting dressed, taking a shower, laundry and I'm trying to go again, sometimes 5 minutes after Ive came.. Well after I have sex three times or five times, the second I get alone time.. I am watching porn for 2 hours, busting a nut twice average. Yet after busting a nut 3 to 5 times, I am still producing a lot of sperm, enough to vividly be seen at a distance, with an average spray of 4 feet when I ejaculate

Yet heres my problem, ive been masturbating for so long, at such long time periods, it starts to hurt if I don't bust a nut in 42 hours. Causing me to feel like I need to bust a nut every chance I get..

Heres my kicker.. I've masturbated at work everyday give or take for the past year in a half, roughly 3 times a day.

So ultimately, I wonder if anyone else has this overwhelming urge to constantly want sexual attention. My booty call and I got into an argument last night resulting me to masterbaiting 7 times today at work, and I've only been here 6 hours...

Was my ex right? Do I have a sexual problem? Do I need to worry about my sexual drive scaring women away from me after having intercourse with me? Should I go to sex and porn addiction therapy?

Or is it possible for me to find a woman with a similar sex drive?

I appreciate all or any the advice, or just words of wisdom. I apologize for such a long post, I just wanted everyone to have a little understand of my sexual background before dropping judgement in the comments. If You jave any questions or concerns, please leave a comment.

Have a wonderful day,
-MxndFxcked