Is it normal this pisses me off? (well alittle).
People drop in and out of ones life.. That's fine.. I'm the kinda guy who likes to step back alittle, i enjoy being alone alot.. Even though i got friends, also a best friend.... I'm the kinda guy who doesn't really "Contact" anyone, but am easily contacted myself.. Be it this guy or that guy, and sometimes i ignore skypecalls and what not for the sake of having complete peace.. Is that bad :O?.
Well to the case... Let's say you meet a friend, and you really get a good friendship going.. Drinking beers together, talking.. Having things in common.. And when you say goodbye you think "This is so rare, to meet someone so much like me".
This was all happening to me, and we don't even talk anymore.. And i could care less since i found out exactly what was going on in the end... he got together with a girl i also talked alot with (School/education place).. Problem for them was they had nothing to talk about, i on the other hand talked alot with both.. He seemed to notice, and i remember once talking with her looking back seeing anger in his eyes which i didn't really think much of.... Until she told me why they broke up.. And that he was jelly because i was able to kick off some funny conversations with her.. I also noticed he didn't ask me if i would like to come out as much during the school breaks, frankly i found him to be erasing me from his existence to some degree.. And then we started drifting away from each other as "Friends/Buddies"... I remember walking right into class talking with some other people, and he sat there alone... I noticed something different, as if he was confused that i didn't sit next to him, talk to him etc etc... But he was the one that started the fire and that was pretty much the end of being "Buddies".
So is it normal that it kinda pisses me off sometimes?.... I found it utterly weird, as if he couldn't stand that i talked with his girlfriend at that time?.. And that was all it took for him to get weird with me and flunk the good vibes..... Sometimes i think he must have been steaming jelly, knowing i was complete at something he was not.. NOT BEING BORING... Boring as in being about as interesting to a girl as a wet carrot that is..
This whole experience made me question if i ever should let myself into a friendship like that again.. And i still think hes a cunt who will ruin relationships because of the jellyness.. Not saying hes a bad guy afterall.. But getting so mad because your so called "Friend" talks with your girl... That is just, weak. So IIN?