Is it normal that your parents loves your sister much more than you?
When I was at the age of 13, I have noticed that my parents are always so sweet when they are talking to my sister. When they're talking to me, their voice is always in an angry tone. I did my best at school just so they would be proud of me, I admit that I have been lazy with chores but I changed that and yet my mother told me that she'd prefer a daughter with a personality better than mine. My sister has always been the favorite of EVERYONE in my family. Even my uncles, aunts and cousins. Whenever we argue, they would all be on her side which leaves me alone. I also remember that one time when I was complaining about back pain and my mother told me she would bring me to the doctor, yet she never did. Then my sister complained about her ears and immediately she set up an appointment with the doctor. I always feel judged by my family, I needed to do my best in school yet they didn't really recognize any of my hard work. They would just tell me they're proud of me but never really does show me they are. When it comes to praising, I rarely get one. When I do good they never really notice it, when my sister does they would praise her endlessly. They would smile so big like she did some kind of heroic act when actually what she did was to wash the dishes or just wash 2 pieces of clothes. They would always scold me for just a simple mistake and talk soft when my sister does. I would shake or get nervous when I enter the room of my parents, It's as if I am so scared of them. I never really felt loved by them, I only feel like I am a robot they can control to do everything they want and when I don't they scold me and get disappointed.