Is it normal that when i'm tired or sleepy i become suicidal?
Like in the morning, after waking up, especially from restless nights, I just want to off myself already. And even faced with a timely task, Im just ready to give up. when I'm energetic and happy, I love life and would never even think about it. I shouldn't be having highs and lows like this to the point it changes my viewpoint on major things such as leaving the planet forever. I've never gotten to the point of harming myself. Not even cutting. But I do fall into deep depressions and strategize ways.