Is it normal that the idea of rape/molestation turns me on?
Thinking about a guy forcing himself on me arouses me. I have fantasies of being manhalded and forced down while the guy tries his best to use me for his pleasure. I have a recurring fantasy of a guy dry humping me, clothed and/or naked, or rubbing himself against my face and throat while I sleep. I have fantasies of being pressured into saying yes to sex and being told to just take it while he starts to force himself on me. I don't know why this turns me on so much or why I want this. Is that really weird?